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Thursday, December 17, 2009

Hunny I love you, but you're annoying

I love my boyfriend, he's one of the sweetest person I know... but sometimes he annoys the heck out of me.

Incident One - sleep talking
In the middle of the night
him: *pokes me* switch sides
me: hmm?
him: Switch sides! You're on my side
me: *ignores him*
him: *rolls on top and over me, then pushes me to the other side of the bed*
me: wtf?
him: zzZzzzZzzzz

he has no re-collection of this the next morning when I mentioned it to him

Incident Two - eating off the floor
A piece of candy falls
him: *picks it up*
me: what are you doing? It's been on the floor!
him: 5-second rule! *eats it*

Incident Three - Vadalism
I have random pictures of cute guys I've ripped out from Cosmo magazine for decorative purposes. The other week I left my room for 5 minutes and came back to find that the boyfriend had drawn purple man boobs and mustaches on all my pictures!

What annoying habits does your SO have? Share your stories!


Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Final Exams! Be back in a WEEK!

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Thursday, December 03, 2009

Dear Editors of Lovelyish, I am frustrated at title chosen for my post

Dear Editors of Lovelyish,

I understand that it is your job to well.. edit. And with editting comes alterations.

I am flattered that you ladies decided to post my blog, but also frustrated that the name of my post was changed to "Asian Bodyweight Standards are Impossible!". I don't think there is anything wrong with thin asian girls and the point of my post was to raise the question whether there are different cultural body standards, NOT the question of whether "asian standards" were possible. It's supposed to be a post that is open for discussion whether there is such thing as "cultural standards" of beauty, not a post based on the assumption that there already is a standard.

This frustrates me because I don't think the post does justice to naturally thin asian girls who are every bit just as beautiful as curvy ones.

 

 


Monday, November 23, 2009

Summing Up the Weekend!

SATURDAY : Ladies leave your man at home

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SUNDAY: 1-day Roadtrip to Nanaimo
Meet my new baby Lionhead Rabbit: Optimus Prime Wolff

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cuddling with daddy
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all snuggled up
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other pictures from roadtrip

waiting for ferry at Horseshoe Bay
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grande SFV xhot non-fat no-whip hot chocolate (yea I'm a pain(
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on ferry
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Saturday, November 21, 2009

Cultural Bodyweight Standards?

I've struggled with my weight for most parts of my life. From the moment I was called "fat" by my relatives at age 11, food has become my enemy and weight my obsession.
Last Summer, I went back to Hong Kong to visit and being a relatively small girl of 5ft and 105 lbs, I didn't consider myself chubby...
That is, until some of my relatives pointed out that I was "gaining too much weight".

I have this aunt who I dread seeing because everytime she sees me, she would point out that I was getting chubby and that I should stop eating. I also noticed that the sizes in Hong Kong were relatively smaller than the sizes here in America.
For the rest of my trip I felt self conscious and a little ashamed to buy clothes, starting to believe that I really am fat.

By American standards, I think I'm considered pretty decent and healthy. Not skinny, but healthy.
By Hon Kong standards, apparently I'm chubby.

pictures of me modelling (non-photoshopped)

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VS. Asian Standards

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I would never look like that, no matter how much I diet or stop eating. My natural body has curves that I've been trying to get rid of since puberty hit. I'm pretty sure it's genetics since my mother has wide hips too. I have accepted it by now, but still struggling to embrace my curves.

Do you think there are different cultural standards in regards to bodyweight?



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